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its been a while since I last typed something. I feel like im going insane. with play practice, and school, and all. I skipped practice last night, to go to the game. good thing I did. I may have had a total emotional breakdown if I actually had went to practice. you know I wouldn't be so emotionally and mentally unstable right now, if the play was more organized, and if my director wasn't so old. she doesn't know what she's doing and she tries to cover up her mistakes by blaming someone else. Its very stupid. and I wish I had a smaller part in this. Im so overwhelmed, and the feeling is terrible. I've had large roles before, but those were with different theatres. more organized ones. I just don't really know what to do right now. I just feel like not doing plays anymore all together. thats how emotionally stressed I feel right now. I just need a break. a normal life.........for once.