crying!!! my gosh!
im so tired right now and absolutely angry! because I have to cry in like the whole last scene of the effing play and I can't! I know I can cry on command. like seriously I can. lol. but I just can't at play practice! Its PISSING me off!!!! ahh! grr. and to top it all off, im loosing my effing voice because Im recovering from being sick, and I talked to much on the way home. not like regular talking like yelling/talking. like "theres no effing way!!!" type thing. hah, you probably have nooo idea what the heck im talking about. but anyways. im need to shower. im going to shower now.
